What do I want?

The thing is, I don't actually know what I want, otherwise I'd be able to go after it, according to the positive thought philosophy of the present day. And I'm starting to wonder if committing to this thing where I write every day isn't just going to make me look like a real dork. Or more of a dork, or whatever. Not that that has ever stopped me doing anything in the past :)

And the other thing is, my work blog and my twitter accounts are all connected to this. So people I may not actually want to read this may find it, although that is highly unlikely, because no one reads it after all, so any people I am hoping see me in a professional light, or haters or stalkers or whatever are hardly likely to suddenly appear.

I guess the issue is, do I want to open myself up and splatter my life and insecurities all over the page and MAKE MYSELF VULNERABLE? Or am I over-reacting? I suddenly feel like Woody Allen.